2 days for Prelims. Last year I had lesser preparation but more confidence, this year inspite of more dedicated efforts and practice, I don't feel confident. Probably i more aware of the competition , more competition this year ( due to lesser seats) and aware of the fact that I narrowly got through last year.
In spite of studying hard and revising well till now, here I am wiling away my time at the cruch time when real champions increase their efforts. I am sleeping more than usual, dreaming about situations which don't exist and may never exist. This year has been overall very bad till now(especially after April) and i don't want the miseries to pile up on me. Failure is not an option, failing prelims will be a blow and a situation will arise for which i am not at all prepared.
Thinking what's after exam is not my job, i have to go there , perform to best of my abilities. But before that I have to make sure, I keep all my arsenal ready, for which I need to utilize these last 2 days very well. It's not over till it's over.
In spite of studying hard and revising well till now, here I am wiling away my time at the cruch time when real champions increase their efforts. I am sleeping more than usual, dreaming about situations which don't exist and may never exist. This year has been overall very bad till now(especially after April) and i don't want the miseries to pile up on me. Failure is not an option, failing prelims will be a blow and a situation will arise for which i am not at all prepared.
Thinking what's after exam is not my job, i have to go there , perform to best of my abilities. But before that I have to make sure, I keep all my arsenal ready, for which I need to utilize these last 2 days very well. It's not over till it's over.
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